Emo Complaints/ Rant - Dont Read If You Dont CareNot that I don't always feel bad about something, but tonight I seem to be very... insightful.. It's like I can see everything done to me, against me, or for me much clearer.
Not only does this bother me to no end, but it makes me want to be anti-social. With everyone.
I'm betting it's because I'm listening to some 'emo' music.
Most of you seem to be shocked that I have feelings. Actually, just about all of you are shocked that I have feelings. It's getting to the point where I don't even think I've got feelings anymore. Good friends of mine have left me to rot, but then turn around to drag me into situations that have nothing to do with me. Everyone is doing it.
My mother recently told me that my father is a racist man who believes strongly in what Hitler did/said. I love my dad to the point I'd kill anyone who hurt him, and I have NEVER seen him so mad. And you know what? She's drilled this information so hard into my Brother's skull that he even brought it up with my father's Girlfriend.
One, that's really, really stupid.
Two, My dad is NOT a Nazi, nor is he racist.
I despise my mother. Or at least, I'm getting very, very close to it.
It's like she's not my mother anymore...
Oh yeah, you guys can blame her and my elder brother for my twisted sense of humor. (:
-----Ignored------
I was gone for a good few days. While I was gone, the only thing that was said to me from any of you was from Florecent, and I was bugging the shit out of him to get a response. Like I said, it's like all my good friends are leaving me to rot. They've found mates, or I'm not good enough. And you know what?
Tell me to my face.
Tell my to my face that you want nothing to do with me, and that you hate me. Ignoring me is simply showing that you can't deal with your problems for shit.
---Pissed.---
I'm normally not 'territorial' but I'd like the girls out there to know that if I find out who you are, and what you've done to my boyfriend, I will kick you so far up the ass your intestines will come out your eyesockets.
Don't fuck with us. We've had enough of your deceit.
I know of people already who've decided to mess with my boyfriend and upset him.
Those of you know who you are.
And you're dead to me.
And those who think it's cute to flirt with him? Tell me how cute it is when I gouge your eyes out with your spinal cord.
I'm sick of your actions, girls, and it's not right. Were I single, I would not be hanging all over taken men. One, it makes them feel bad. Two, it makes their mates feel bad. Three, It makes you seem like a filthy whore with nothing better to do than hump a tree.
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As for those of you who are trying to get him to bend to your will? When I find out who you are, you'll wish you'd never been born.
---Vicious---
I've apparently been told on multiple times because of my 'attitude' and the fact that I refuse to be nice.
Why be nice to those who don't deserve it?
I've been vicious for 2 years, and most of you all have recently started complaining.
Get used to it kiddies.
---Happy Note---
I drew a picture. >_>
Anger
Devious Comments
I'm sorry if i havent talked to you in awhile, i've been babysitting everyday and all the other time i have been in school.
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Don't worry, everything you're doing, I'm used to it, I'm used to all this pain now
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Flying beyond the world's boundary occasionaly
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Don't worry, everything you're doing, I'm used to it, I'm used to all this pain now
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Flying beyond the world's boundary occasionaly
As for your dad being a Nazi, I disagree. He isn't, but he does have an interest in them. He has an interest in all of history. History buff Some would say.
Also, with the flirty thing, I agree with that as well, when and if I have a girlfriend, it makes me feel bad to even be looked at in a funny way by another girl, and sometimes I find myself hating them. Just remember, all other boys, but Florecent, have kooties (AIDS), as do all other girls, but you, when it comes to Florecent. That is how I look at it, you have one, and only one. That is how it should be, that is how it is. Those that do not like that, or that "can't" (won't try to) find someone else for themselves, take it upon themselves to steal what you have. They will be held accountable when what they have done is brought to their attention.
And, yes, you are vicious, and that is not a bad thing. You're a survivor... You remind me of John Wayne. Rough, tough, and ain't gonna take shit off no one. And I am glad you have the balls and the grit to defend yourself. You're not weak, you don't need anybody to fight your fights for you. You do what I would do. Give 'em a belly full of fist and a pool of their own blood to drown themselves in. Your a fighter, always have been, and I respect and fear you for that. But, this isn't the "I'm afraid of you" fear, it's the "I'm afraid for whoever fucks with you" fear. You are a force to be reckoned with and a one woman army. And...
You are a good person, whether or not you realize it. I sincerely hope my words do not fall upon deaf ears and I hope you keep going, keep fighting, keeping loving, and feeling. You are you, and no one can or will ever change that.
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-If you are strong minded and free thinking, do not bow to the popularity of the stupid, for INTELLIGENCE DEFEATS THE STATUS QUO.
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