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Fuck up

Fri Jun 26, 2009, 7:05 PM
That's what I am... I'm so fucking disgusted with myself. God I have no idea what the fucking hell to do with myself. Already I recoil from family. My dad tried to take me out to dinner and I swear faking a smile hurt like shit.. I'm so fucking STUPID! But at least I can't hurt him anymore... I deserve everything that's happened so far, but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. I hate myself. I will always hate myself because of this. I don't think I ever want to smile again.. I just had to say it. No one HAS to read this.. it's just here more or less for personal reasons. I'd use microsoft word but it's.. a long story, lol. Not a story I'd like to share. I've already said too much anywho.


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~fading-justice Jun 26, 2009, 7:08:42 PM
care to fill me in? i have alot of time..

fridge1.0@hotmail.com

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~KittenNekoni Jun 26, 2009, 7:09:27 PM
:hug: You know, things could be a whole lot worse. :meow: Be happy Razz, please.
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*OrochimarusChild Jun 26, 2009, 7:17:56 PM
D: You're not a fuck up...

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Mikie: What? D: No I haven't
Me: Did, too! :noes:
Mikie: Nuh-uh! I haven't raped you yet! D:
Me:... o_o ...yet?
Mikie: :innocent:
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~JackalsWarlock Jun 26, 2009, 11:42:02 PM
I'm sorry... I know how you feel, and I wished you didn't.

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~Game-a-gogo Jun 27, 2009, 6:00:41 AM
Please... be happy.. Go out and find some other people.. for me, okay..?

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~Slayer-Halo Jul 9, 2009, 9:42:43 AM
HMM sob story i remember about a year back you hated every last person who did this shit... were the hell did the old you go? I dont know or care what happened i do know a friend had turned 180 and i see not a damn reason for it. Please give me either an explanation or a notice as to when i can talk to the true you again.

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~Razelly Jul 9, 2009, 1:03:27 PM
The 'Old Me' again, eh? I'm right here in all my bloody glory. :/ I have half a mind to tell you to go to fucking hell.

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My Flames Have Died, Left Not A Spark. I Send You Myself To The Lifeless Dark.

Prepare Yourselves, the bells have tolled! Each of you shall pay the final sum. Cry for mercy, the reckoning has come!

Shade of the Headless Horseman
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~Slayer-Halo Jul 9, 2009, 2:27:44 PM
And the other half? is that to talk to me so i can help like i used to or is it used to say fuck off? ive had 2 family deaths and a close friend die, i dont know what you went through but take it out on me go ahead i havnt felt enough yet. I know someething went wrong when you wouldnt talk to me any more but jesus... i miss you Raz tell me when you can truly talk to me about anything. Wether it be what happened or what you ate ive always listened and remembered... i guess i forgot then i never remember you saying more then shut up to me now i can go burn? Love you too... See you when i get back.

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"Bring a stick to a fist fight, a knife to a stick fight, a gun to a knife fight, a tank to a gun fight, don't go to tank fights."
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~Razelly Jul 9, 2009, 3:26:38 PM
Ah... I'm sorry Slayer..

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My Flames Have Died, Left Not A Spark. I Send You Myself To The Lifeless Dark.

Prepare Yourselves, the bells have tolled! Each of you shall pay the final sum. Cry for mercy, the reckoning has come!

Shade of the Headless Horseman
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